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Friday, December 25, 2009
time stated : 11.30pm, Cairo
it's cold tonight and i just finished watching 2 great movies from my hard disk.
one, "The Other Boleyn Girl", and i dont know the title of the other.
it is only stated as "tlp" in my hard disk.
i always spend my free time watching movies from my hard disk and i surely have lots of them.
i lost count of the movies i have watched.
and my movie-watching buddy is always kak tuty.
she is my senior and she's one of my housemate.
ouh yuh,
earlier today,
i went to the hayyus sabi'e (7th district, in arabic).
i went to the Singapore Club House (known as markaz) and took the 10 year series exam papers.
as you know,
my exam is just around the corner, that is next month.
starting from 16th Jan.
i will be busy studying by then, and my blog will be abandon by me during the exam weeks.
im hoping that it wont be that tough..
i hope so.. and please people do pray for my success.
im left with 23 more days.
and right now is the season of strawberries!!
yippee!!
i bought lots of them this morning at the hayyus sabi'e's market.
it was red and fresh and the fragrant of the berries do attract me and nadiah, my friend.
look at the picture above.
arent they mouth watering???????????
i bought half kilo and so did nadiah.
we were very happy to pick the fresh berries and know what,
it cost only 3 EGYPTIAN POUND!!
i think it is around S$1 ONLY!!
for half kilo, can you believe that!!
so cheap till my heart can drop.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
i ate them happily.. hahaha..
and i loooooveee to mix it with yoghurt.
and btw,
the yoghurt here is nice too!
so, anyone interested in going Egypt for a holiday??
do tell me huh!
i will show you guys what's great in Egypt.
signing out!! tata..
it's cold tonight and i just finished watching 2 great movies from my hard disk.
one, "The Other Boleyn Girl", and i dont know the title of the other.
it is only stated as "tlp" in my hard disk.
i always spend my free time watching movies from my hard disk and i surely have lots of them.
i lost count of the movies i have watched.
and my movie-watching buddy is always kak tuty.
she is my senior and she's one of my housemate.
ouh yuh,
earlier today,
i went to the hayyus sabi'e (7th district, in arabic).
i went to the Singapore Club House (known as markaz) and took the 10 year series exam papers.
as you know,
my exam is just around the corner, that is next month.
starting from 16th Jan.
i will be busy studying by then, and my blog will be abandon by me during the exam weeks.
im hoping that it wont be that tough..
i hope so.. and please people do pray for my success.
im left with 23 more days.
and right now is the season of strawberries!!
yippee!!
i bought lots of them this morning at the hayyus sabi'e's market.
it was red and fresh and the fragrant of the berries do attract me and nadiah, my friend.
look at the picture above.
arent they mouth watering???????????
i bought half kilo and so did nadiah.
we were very happy to pick the fresh berries and know what,
it cost only 3 EGYPTIAN POUND!!
i think it is around S$1 ONLY!!
for half kilo, can you believe that!!
so cheap till my heart can drop.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
i ate them happily.. hahaha..
and i loooooveee to mix it with yoghurt.
and btw,
the yoghurt here is nice too!
so, anyone interested in going Egypt for a holiday??
do tell me huh!
i will show you guys what's great in Egypt.
signing out!! tata..
5:28:00 AM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
when i look at my phone,
i wish i have a call, or a message from you
unfortunately,
there is none.
where are you when i need you?
lonely,
and weak..
but there is no you.
5:10:00 AM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
time stated : 6.25pm, Cairo
let me tell you guys what happened to me earlier..
as usual, i woke up late this morning.
took a cab and managed to get to the class before the lesson starts.
study..study..study..
and when the dukturah (doctor, in english. for the female lecturers) finished her class, my stomach was growling for food.
i asked esah kaled, my classmate, to accompany me to the cafeteria (canteen).
i happily went to the cafeteria with my wallet and handphone.
i bought this and that.. so did esah.
then we have to wait for esah's kibdah (arab's liver sandwich)..
as we waited for the kibdah,
i munched my hot dog sandwich..
munching.. munching.. munching...
enjoyed the taste and sibok mencari kucing canteen.
konon nak bagi makan lah..
we waited for quite a long time,
still we havent get the kibdah.
as the chef was busy cooking something, that is shish tawook (arab's chicken breast sandwich).
and the shish looks so mouth-watering,
so esah went back to the cashier (as we must pay first at the cashier then we can get our food), and changed her list, from kibdah to shish tawook.
we went here and there, happily, with the food and such.
after esah got her shish, we went back to our class.
half way to our class,
i spotted something is missing.
hmm... still wondering......
so i checked my things:
1) sandwich, checked!
2) chocolate milk, checked!
3) 'ish (arab's daily plain bread, it looks like roti naan), checked!
4) handphone, checked!
5) wallet, c..h..e..c...k.....................
wait a minute!
i've forgotten my wallet!!
oh shoot!!
i went back to the cafeteria and searched for it.
as we went back and forth from the cashier to the food counter, back to the cashier and counter again..
oh no!!
where has my wallet gone to??!!
that time i cant think of anything.
time tu betul2 nye tawakkal.
i just let it go since i cant find it anywhere.
i said to myself,
"dah lah. bukan rezeki"
i was soo sad...
because i lost something precious.
and that something is in my wallet.
i kept thinking about that something,
not my money..
although i brought quite a sum of money.. huhuhuhu...
i went back to the class and sat down, emotionless..
i dont know how i feel that time.
everything is b.l.a.n.k.
i put aside my sandwich.
i dont have the mood to eat at all.
after few minutes of silent, thinking of my wallet,
a malaysian student approached me and asked me if im from singapore.
i said yes.. why??
and then the best part,
she told me that she was told that by the cafeteria person (as i dont know which one) told her that he/she found my wallet.
it was very DELIGHTFUL!!!!!!!!!!=D
a big smile...=D
all excited to go and get my wallet back.
and all praises to Allah,
i managed to get back my wallet.
amazingly, my money was still there.
what a relief!
pheeewwwwwwww.......................
thanks to the person who found my wallet and that person was very kind.
thanks to Allah too..
yakin pada kuasa Allah, semuanya pasti akan menjadi baik.
insyaAllah..
what i've learnt today is to always tawakkal in everything we do.
berserah kepada Allah, sesungguhnya Dia lah yang tahu apa yang terbaik buat kita.
so guys, dont forget Him ok.
let me tell you guys what happened to me earlier..
as usual, i woke up late this morning.
took a cab and managed to get to the class before the lesson starts.
study..study..study..
and when the dukturah (doctor, in english. for the female lecturers) finished her class, my stomach was growling for food.
i asked esah kaled, my classmate, to accompany me to the cafeteria (canteen).
i happily went to the cafeteria with my wallet and handphone.
i bought this and that.. so did esah.
then we have to wait for esah's kibdah (arab's liver sandwich)..
as we waited for the kibdah,
i munched my hot dog sandwich..
munching.. munching.. munching...
enjoyed the taste and sibok mencari kucing canteen.
konon nak bagi makan lah..
we waited for quite a long time,
still we havent get the kibdah.
as the chef was busy cooking something, that is shish tawook (arab's chicken breast sandwich).
and the shish looks so mouth-watering,
so esah went back to the cashier (as we must pay first at the cashier then we can get our food), and changed her list, from kibdah to shish tawook.
we went here and there, happily, with the food and such.
after esah got her shish, we went back to our class.
half way to our class,
i spotted something is missing.
hmm... still wondering......
so i checked my things:
1) sandwich, checked!
2) chocolate milk, checked!
3) 'ish (arab's daily plain bread, it looks like roti naan), checked!
4) handphone, checked!
5) wallet, c..h..e..c...k.....................
wait a minute!
i've forgotten my wallet!!
oh shoot!!
i went back to the cafeteria and searched for it.
as we went back and forth from the cashier to the food counter, back to the cashier and counter again..
oh no!!
where has my wallet gone to??!!
that time i cant think of anything.
time tu betul2 nye tawakkal.
i just let it go since i cant find it anywhere.
i said to myself,
"dah lah. bukan rezeki"
i was soo sad...
because i lost something precious.
and that something is in my wallet.
i kept thinking about that something,
not my money..
although i brought quite a sum of money.. huhuhuhu...
i went back to the class and sat down, emotionless..
i dont know how i feel that time.
everything is b.l.a.n.k.
i put aside my sandwich.
i dont have the mood to eat at all.
after few minutes of silent, thinking of my wallet,
a malaysian student approached me and asked me if im from singapore.
i said yes.. why??
and then the best part,
she told me that she was told that by the cafeteria person (as i dont know which one) told her that he/she found my wallet.
it was very DELIGHTFUL!!!!!!!!!!=D
a big smile...=D
all excited to go and get my wallet back.
and all praises to Allah,
i managed to get back my wallet.
amazingly, my money was still there.
what a relief!
pheeewwwwwwww.......................
thanks to the person who found my wallet and that person was very kind.
thanks to Allah too..
yakin pada kuasa Allah, semuanya pasti akan menjadi baik.
insyaAllah..
what i've learnt today is to always tawakkal in everything we do.
berserah kepada Allah, sesungguhnya Dia lah yang tahu apa yang terbaik buat kita.
so guys, dont forget Him ok.
12:24:00 AM
Friday, December 11, 2009
time stated : 12.58am, Cairo
what do you do when you are down?
what do you do when you are feeling sad?
what do you do when you have problems?
i dont know why suddenly i ask these questions to myself..
i just dont know.
last time, i used to cry a lot when having problems.
a lot, means a lot!!
but now,
i realise that crying cant solve anything..
but still, crying is better than running away from your problems.
people see me smile,
people see me laugh,
people see me joke around everytime,
people see me disturb and irritate others,
but that doesnt mean that im a problem-free person.
i am what everyone else is.
have feelings, have desires, have what human suppose to have.
i also need family, need friends
and i dont like to be alone.. seriously i hate to be alone.
coz when im all alone,
i start to think of my problems.
i love to hang out with anyone.
it really helps to forget everything,
but drinking/clubbing/taking drugs/hurt ownself is a big NO-NO for me..
that's not how i solve my problems
hey,
suddenly i think of this person..
what 'that person' is up to.. and what 'that person' is doing right now..
haisshh..
how i wish i can meet 'that person' again.
i kind of miss 'that person'.. soo much.
but im too far away..
if i were still in Singapore, i dont think i can meet 'that person'.
how i wish i can erase 'that thing' between us.
i still cant forget about the past.
aarrgghhh!!
everytime when i look at the 'pictures',
i pray that we can meet again,
i pray that we can forget about our past.
and i apologise for everything.. truly sorry, from the deep of my heart
please accept my apology, my friend.
to my dear friend,
if you are reading my blog right now,
i want to tell you that i miss the you, who used to hang out with me.
we had a great time last time..
flashback : ice-cream, raining, games, throwing tissues, talk on the phone, teasing, msn-ing till morning, friendster, morning wake up calls, shopping, hang out.. & lots of them.
still fresh in my mind.
i hope Allah can meet the both of us again when im back.
and i pray so hard for it.
as stated in the Holy Quran:
"ادعوني فاستجيب لكم"
ouh yuh,
thanks to az & ij for entertaining me last night.
it was fun chatting with you guys.
you cheered me up when i was down..
once again thanks =)
what do you do when you are down?
what do you do when you are feeling sad?
what do you do when you have problems?
i dont know why suddenly i ask these questions to myself..
i just dont know.
last time, i used to cry a lot when having problems.
a lot, means a lot!!
but now,
i realise that crying cant solve anything..
but still, crying is better than running away from your problems.
people see me smile,
people see me laugh,
people see me joke around everytime,
people see me disturb and irritate others,
but that doesnt mean that im a problem-free person.
i am what everyone else is.
have feelings, have desires, have what human suppose to have.
i also need family, need friends
and i dont like to be alone.. seriously i hate to be alone.
coz when im all alone,
i start to think of my problems.
i love to hang out with anyone.
it really helps to forget everything,
but drinking/clubbing/taking drugs/hurt ownself is a big NO-NO for me..
that's not how i solve my problems
hey,
suddenly i think of this person..
what 'that person' is up to.. and what 'that person' is doing right now..
haisshh..
how i wish i can meet 'that person' again.
i kind of miss 'that person'.. soo much.
but im too far away..
if i were still in Singapore, i dont think i can meet 'that person'.
how i wish i can erase 'that thing' between us.
i still cant forget about the past.
aarrgghhh!!
everytime when i look at the 'pictures',
i pray that we can meet again,
i pray that we can forget about our past.
and i apologise for everything.. truly sorry, from the deep of my heart
please accept my apology, my friend.
to my dear friend,
if you are reading my blog right now,
i want to tell you that i miss the you, who used to hang out with me.
we had a great time last time..
flashback : ice-cream, raining, games, throwing tissues, talk on the phone, teasing, msn-ing till morning, friendster, morning wake up calls, shopping, hang out.. & lots of them.
still fresh in my mind.
i hope Allah can meet the both of us again when im back.
and i pray so hard for it.
as stated in the Holy Quran:
"ادعوني فاستجيب لكم"
ouh yuh,
thanks to az & ij for entertaining me last night.
it was fun chatting with you guys.
you cheered me up when i was down..
once again thanks =)
6:51:00 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
berdosakah diriku
terpaksa melepaskan
cintamu yang serapuh
dahan nan kering usang
yang akhirnya kan patah
terhempas gemeratap
oh sungguh memilukan
tak dapat ku bayangkan...
seribu kali sayang
sangkaku kan ke mati
cerita kasih kita
rupanya seketika
setelah merelakan
setelah kau bisikkan
segugus janji-janji
tergamak kau mungkiri
apakah sebenar yang terjadi
hingga kau bersikap demikian
sedangkan kau sesungguhnya percaya
kasihku tak berbelah bagi...
aduhai...
tak sanggup ku kenangkan
semua telah nyata
cintamu gurauan
datang dan hilang semahu hatimu
itulah falsafah pegangan cintamu
namun harus kau ingat
hati yang manakah
selamanya kan sabar...
seribu kali sayang
sangkaku kan ke mati
cerita kasih kita
rupanya seketika
setelah merelakan
setelah kau bisikkan
segugus janji-janji
tergamak kau mungkiri...
segugus janji-janji
tergamak kau mungkiri...
6:01:00 AM
Monday, December 7, 2009
time stated : 6.50pm, Cairo
this morning while i was walking to school with my friend, Nadiah,
the wind was very harsh, and i can hear it blowing.
and there were sand in my eyes and nose
yucckksss!!
it was very strong and my tummy was very pain due to the very, very, cold wind.
i feel like someone was punching me on the tummy.
ouch!!
i didnt have my breakfast before i go, and that made my tummy hurt even more.
and actually, i did feel uneasy before i stepped out from the house.
half way walking to school,
the pain was like killing me.
i told my friend that im going back coz i dont feel so good.
i thought of taking the cab home but it was too near..
so i thought it's better for me to just walk home.
and unfortunately, while i was walking, the pain started to get nastier.
i almost fainted in the middle of the road.
i was about to lose conciousness.
then i walked even faster to make sure i reach home first, then i can faint whenever i want.
at last i reached home and the nature is calling... err.. you know what i mean.
my tummy was still in pain and now im having diarhoea.
great!
and i cant go to the High Tea at the Kuala Lumpur's House with my teachers from Singapore and friends.
i was looking forward for it ouhkay!!
what a luck!-_-
bleergghh!!
and now im stuck in my bed doing nothing.. and blogging is the best medicine for me.
ouh yuh,
i ate the Poh Cai pills that my mum gave it to me before i go to Egypt.
heeeeeeeee=D
i love you, mummy!!
and thank you very much!
exam is just around the corner, and the weather is soooo not helpful ouhkay!
im freezing cold here.. i cant feel my toes.
and i hate water nowadays coz they are getting colder than you can ever imagine.
how im going to study like this...!!
haiyoo!!
focus jeeja.. focus!!
say "YES!"
YES I CAN!!
ok enough with all the crap,
got to have some rest now.
ZzZzZzZzZzzZzzzZzzZzzZzZzZz......................
this morning while i was walking to school with my friend, Nadiah,
the wind was very harsh, and i can hear it blowing.
and there were sand in my eyes and nose
yucckksss!!
it was very strong and my tummy was very pain due to the very, very, cold wind.
i feel like someone was punching me on the tummy.
ouch!!
i didnt have my breakfast before i go, and that made my tummy hurt even more.
and actually, i did feel uneasy before i stepped out from the house.
half way walking to school,
the pain was like killing me.
i told my friend that im going back coz i dont feel so good.
i thought of taking the cab home but it was too near..
so i thought it's better for me to just walk home.
and unfortunately, while i was walking, the pain started to get nastier.
i almost fainted in the middle of the road.
i was about to lose conciousness.
then i walked even faster to make sure i reach home first, then i can faint whenever i want.
at last i reached home and the nature is calling... err.. you know what i mean.
my tummy was still in pain and now im having diarhoea.
great!
and i cant go to the High Tea at the Kuala Lumpur's House with my teachers from Singapore and friends.
i was looking forward for it ouhkay!!
what a luck!-_-
bleergghh!!
and now im stuck in my bed doing nothing.. and blogging is the best medicine for me.
ouh yuh,
i ate the Poh Cai pills that my mum gave it to me before i go to Egypt.
heeeeeeeee=D
i love you, mummy!!
and thank you very much!
exam is just around the corner, and the weather is soooo not helpful ouhkay!
im freezing cold here.. i cant feel my toes.
and i hate water nowadays coz they are getting colder than you can ever imagine.
how im going to study like this...!!
haiyoo!!
focus jeeja.. focus!!
say "YES!"
YES I CAN!!
ok enough with all the crap,
got to have some rest now.
ZzZzZzZzZzzZzzzZzzZzzZzZzZz......................
12:50:00 AM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
time stated : 11.52pm, Cairo
I know it's late.
i just cant get myself to sleep eventhough all my housemates are in their dreamland right now.
tonight is soo cold and im covering myself with blanket.
but that's not the reason i cant get to sleep.
i just cant stop thinking.
thinking of what might happen.
yes, everyone hopes for something good but Allah knows what's best for us.
what it is written for us, is what going to happen to us.
we cannot change it..
and that is FATE.
what people always forget in life is Allah.
yes,
when we are happy, when we get what we want, when we succeed,
we tend to forget Him, The Almighty.
but when we are in pain and sorrow,
by then,
we try to search for Him.
sometimes without realizing it,
i did the same.
im no other than a forgetful slave of Him.
everyone has their own problems in life.
so do i.
we cant escape from it.
im experiencing it right now.
i've always wanted to run away from it but that's not the right way.
i dont know why it is hard for me to share problems to others.
i just cant say it coz it is too painful for me.
blogging is the best way for me to express everything.
i dont know why i like to keep it to myself eventhough i knew it can kills me slowly.
have u ever encountered what im facing through right now?
how would you feel if you lost your loved ones?
if you have the choice, would you want them to go or stay?
no one wants them to go, leaving you..
no one..
no one..
no one..
but that's what written by Him.
we have to accept it.
my loved ones are still with me for now,
but i know one day,
they might leave me... all alone.
if i can make a wish,
i want to give my life to these two person whom i love and care.
both of them are struggling for their life,
both of them are in pain.. in deep pain.
but they can still smiling, living their life for their loved ones.
despite in pain,
they are brave and strong enough to face everything.
everyday i pray for them..
may Allah give them health and strength.
how am i going to live without them.
i just hope the doctors can find the cure for the sickness..
people, do pray for them.
i do appreciate that.
kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari,
Dia datangkan petir dan kilat,
kita tertanya-tanya ke mana hilangnya matahari
rupa-rupanya Allah memberi kita pelangi
i love you mother, i love you muniir..
I know it's late.
i just cant get myself to sleep eventhough all my housemates are in their dreamland right now.
tonight is soo cold and im covering myself with blanket.
but that's not the reason i cant get to sleep.
i just cant stop thinking.
thinking of what might happen.
yes, everyone hopes for something good but Allah knows what's best for us.
what it is written for us, is what going to happen to us.
we cannot change it..
and that is FATE.
what people always forget in life is Allah.
yes,
when we are happy, when we get what we want, when we succeed,
we tend to forget Him, The Almighty.
but when we are in pain and sorrow,
by then,
we try to search for Him.
sometimes without realizing it,
i did the same.
im no other than a forgetful slave of Him.
everyone has their own problems in life.
so do i.
we cant escape from it.
im experiencing it right now.
i've always wanted to run away from it but that's not the right way.
i dont know why it is hard for me to share problems to others.
i just cant say it coz it is too painful for me.
blogging is the best way for me to express everything.
i dont know why i like to keep it to myself eventhough i knew it can kills me slowly.
have u ever encountered what im facing through right now?
how would you feel if you lost your loved ones?
if you have the choice, would you want them to go or stay?
no one wants them to go, leaving you..
no one..
no one..
no one..
but that's what written by Him.
we have to accept it.
my loved ones are still with me for now,
but i know one day,
they might leave me... all alone.
if i can make a wish,
i want to give my life to these two person whom i love and care.
both of them are struggling for their life,
both of them are in pain.. in deep pain.
but they can still smiling, living their life for their loved ones.
despite in pain,
they are brave and strong enough to face everything.
everyday i pray for them..
may Allah give them health and strength.
how am i going to live without them.
i just hope the doctors can find the cure for the sickness..
people, do pray for them.
i do appreciate that.
kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari,
Dia datangkan petir dan kilat,
kita tertanya-tanya ke mana hilangnya matahari
rupa-rupanya Allah memberi kita pelangi
i love you mother, i love you muniir..
5:52:00 AM